today is never too late to be brand new

I am torn. Parts of my bones are tingling from excitement to plunge into this new challenge, but there is also that tiny voice burrowed deep within the caverns of my mind. Reminding me of those times I’ve tried and not surprisingly, failed to show any sign of success. Yes there are tinges of reluctance and anxiety that wash over me but i’d like to push through and JUST DO THIS. I’m tired of waiting around for a miracle and I realize it may be difficult but I really do need this. I feel my skin stretching around my swollen bones. My muscles drown within the dreaded ‘F’. I’m expanding until my heart, my soul, has been consumed within itself and I’m gone…Just in time for Halloween, I’ll be invisible.