N. It’s really weird to think we used to be super close, like we were. It seems like so long ago. But I guess it really was? Well, half a year. But you’ve taught me a lot. I mean, you were the nicest guy when I was so mean to you all the time. Thinking back, I might’ve been the worst girlfriend ever. I don’t know how many times I broke up with you and then begged for you to take me back, it’s almost disgusting to remember it. I’m glad we went out for so long though. You taught me what I wanted in a boy and what I didn’t want. What I should and shouldn’t do. What it’s like to be really serious with a guy. What it’s like to care about someone more than yourself (or worse, when you don’t). I guess I wasn’t too worried about you when I finally let us go because I knew you’d find another girl almost unbearably quick. You’re such a catch, you really are. I’m so ecstatic I got to know you and be able to say that I used to love you. No I still love you. You’re the first person I said I love you to and really meant it. I wouldn’t take back any of it. I still think you are lovely and while our double date failed tremendously, I’m glad you were to into it. :) I know it’s cliche when people say that you’ll always have a place in my heart…but you really will. You’ve left a footprint on my heart that I can’t erase, and I wouldn’t want to.
Thanks for everything.
